Failure

You dont know whats going on

you cant see even the light

All you see is constant fighting

While everyone doesnt have a clue

Your mind is shattered like glass

just like the bottles on the floor

When everyone had called you poor and broke

They never knew the struggle of finding it out

When all you wanted to do was to die

I couldn't even lie to you

When I was lost

I was running in circles

I couldn't find the help I needed

You were there but you turned out the light

Leaving me stranded again and again

Forced to grow up on my own

I ain't remember who I was

Felt like I was bleeding out while everyone walked away

My anger and doubt got the best of me

Felt like banging head against the wall

Wearing a painted smile and forcing my laughs

When I was lost

I was running in circles

I couldn't find the help I needed

You were there but you turned out the light

Leaving me stranded again and again

Burning out again

As i lay awake

Feeling like I had died

Looking at the burden would leave you petrified

Taking care of everything while they were just fighting again

I couldn't even look at myself the same

Didnt even recognize who was there

Like a stranger was looking at me

Who did I become?

I lost everything that made me

Lost the girl

Lost the job

Lost my hope

And Lost my faith

Like a punishment

I offered them friendship but they spat in my face

I tried to run away but life marked me like I was cursed

When I was lost

I was running in circles

I couldn't find the help I needed

You were there but you turned out the light

Leaving me stranded again (Stranded again)

Life is just a drama people enjoy (people enjoy)

Screaming voices in my head

You think i wanted this?