Failure

You dont know whats going on
you cant see even the light
All you see is constant fighting
While everyone doesnt have a clue
Your mind is shattered like glass 
just like the bottles on the floor
When everyone had called you poor and broke
They never knew the struggle of finding it out
When all you wanted to do was to die
I couldn't even lie to you

When I was lost
I was running in circles
I couldn't find the help I needed
You were there but you turned out the light
Leaving me stranded again and again


Forced to grow up on my own
I ain't remember who I was
Felt like I was bleeding out while everyone walked away
My anger and doubt got the best of me
Felt like banging head against the wall
Wearing a painted smile and forcing my laughs

When I was lost
I was running in circles
I couldn't find the help I needed
You were there but you turned out the light
Leaving me stranded again and again

Burning out again
As i lay awake
Feeling like I had died
Looking at the burden would leave you petrified 
Taking care of everything while they were just fighting again
I couldn't even look at myself the same
Didnt even recognize who was there
Like a stranger was looking at me
Who did I become?
I lost everything that made me 
Lost the girl
Lost the job
Lost my hope
And Lost my faith
Like a punishment
I offered them friendship but they spat in my face
I tried to run away but life marked me like I was cursed



When I was lost
I was running in circles
I couldn't find the help I needed
You were there but you turned out the light
Leaving me stranded again (Stranded again)
Life is just a drama people enjoy (people enjoy)
Screaming voices in my head
You think i wanted this?

Dark ambient, rap rock, male vocals