Another night

another morning
it came too soon
a blurry night
of drugs and booze
another playmate
sleeps beside
im past the point
where id want to hide
i do what i do
i suppose i always have
ill get myself together
check out  and back to you
none of what i do
says anything about us
for once its all just me
my fears and stupid vanity
i wish that i was different
but ive always been this way
running from this or that
scared i might betray
when i look back at my life
youre the one im holding
and when its tough
youre the one and only

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