COLD INSIDE ME

its cold inside me

you used to say

but as long as ive known

its been this way

so much has happened

in this life

but i cant react

the way youd like

its not my fault

because you see

in the past

theyve been turned on me

so these days

no matter what

youll see no feelings

wont be off put

I wont react

with fits of rage

or break and cry

ill seem unfazed

may even wonder

if i heard

all your bitter

spiteful words

wont even know

if i care

but get away clean

dont you dare

once i let you

blow your gas

ill softly tell you

my truth at last

and in my

monotone voice

ill tell you why

i make my choice

so quietly

and very quick

ill make you feel

like such a prick

ill tell you why

you make me laugh

then blow you off

as i slowly pass

you see thats my power

my fatal blow

youll get nothing

and off ill go