Breathing life into this husk
Trying to bleed out the pain
Unsure if I can succeed
I've only ever dreamed of something better
And have never laid my eyes on it
But I have a dream
And it must drive me...
Sustain me...
Love me back.
I believe in my abilities
But I know my failings as well
These two demons fight relentlessly
And I am always left the victim in the middle
I know I can survive this
But the wounds from battle are easy to see
So far past just smiling thru it all
But not far enough to be running from it
Breathe Mark, Breathe
None of this is real
It's only your mind creating situations it can understand from the mess of things it can't rationalize.
This too shall pass...