Loves Toll

So far from my arms

Yet so a part of my soul

You left my life

Now im forever unwhole

Tried to fill this void

All to no avail

Without you theres no color

This world just seems so pale

Ive lived with this pain

Its all too familiar

Nothing heals it

My life's a dark mirror

I sit and wonder

Many people around

And tho I know they're speaking

Inside theres not a sound

Perhaps I should thank you

You forced me to see

All the emptiness

I know as me

The fire I cherish

Within still burns

Its gotten stronger

With all ive learned

You proved a point

That before I'd assumed

Tho I step into darkness

Ill not be consumed

Ill never let another

Take my heart and mind

And ive stopped searching

For another of my kind

I am unique

There's only one me

And I am priceless

A fact you didn't see

So say what you like

I wont hear a word

I cannot go back

Cant fix what occurred

Ill always love you

But I no longer yearn

Having you was my addiction

But even love can get you burned

It blinds you to all it costs

And before you know it

You end up lost

So im on a quest

To find me again

And I know I'll find me

I just dont know when