Petals

Ohhh wooh hoohoooh

Yeah yeah yeah

Ohhh ohh ohh okay

Baby….

Throwing petals off the rose like do you love me or not

Baby I hate to say it but I’m getting faded if you like it or not (faded)

She keep begging me “baby please love me with all you got ” (all you got)

She hates that I sleep through my days but I love to rot (rot, rot)

Baby just cause I don’t say it just know I love you a lot (a lot)

I know I’m cold when I text back late, I ain’t tryna start fights

I been fighting with myself, got me drowning every night (every night)

You say “baby let me in,” but I hide behind my pride

Cause the last time I gave my heart, I damn near fucking died

I hate the way I hold back when you need me the most (the most)

Bottle feelings in my chest while I’m smoking on hope

You looking at me like “why you acting like a ghost?”

I’m terrified of love but I still need you close (come close)

And I swear that I’m trying, baby don’t let me go

I just got some fucked up fears that I never outgrow

You deserve the kind of love that I don’t know to show

But I swear if my heart breaks again, I don’t know if I cope

Baby I’m scared of forever, scared of falling too deep (too deep)

Scared you’ll wake up one morning and stop loving me

So I act like I’m numb, like your touch don’t mean a thing

But behind all this pain, girl you everything

Throwing petals off the rose like do you love me or not

Baby I hate to say it but I’m getting faded if you like it or not (yeah)

She keep begging me “baby please love me with all you got ” (all I got)

She hates that I sleep through my days but I love to rot

Baby just cause I don’t say it just know I love you a lot

You say I’m hard to read, baby I know that it sucks (I know)

I got trauma in my bloodstream, got me scared to trust

And I know you hate the distance when I shut down too much

But I’m scared if I love too hard, I’ll get left in the dust (damn)

Still you stay when I’m faded, when my head ain’t right

When I’m sleeping through the day trying to hide from life

You the one thing in this world make the dark feel light

I just wish I knew how to love you right

I ain’t tryna break your heart, baby mine just cracked first (cracked first)

Now I’m scared of giving all of me, scared that shit’ll hurt

But if you stay through the storm, maybe we could make it work

Cause I swear to God, baby, you the best thing on this earth

Throwing petals off the rose like do you love me or not

Baby I hate to say it but I’m getting faded if you like it or not

She keep begging me “baby please love me with all you got ”

She hates that I sleep through my days but I love to rot

Baby just cause I don’t say it just know I love you a lot (yeah, a lot)