The Stigma

I’m not here to promote back stabbers and snakes of the family kind, I’ve heard the lies and have walked away , the heart break is heavy and I feel the pain in my chest , but sadly there is nothing left, do you not know the damage you cause the hurt that I ate, the nights on the street while you sat in your home , knowing your daughter and sister were out on the road, no kindness for me, neither one of you guys told me I was sick, and oh so freaking manic, sorry to offend you with this disorder I did not ask for, the stigma that you won’t ignore, have you no respect for my life, you left the knife in my back , and I just sit there looking pretty because I’ve forgiven you , you lie about social, no we can’t be friends, because of the one turned on me and you love them still, no respect for me , no common courtesy, have your parties , lie about the invite list, texts all day long for years then ghost me , you are all the same, i hope your gold holds weight, and you will answer to God one day ,sorry to offend you with this disorder I did not ask for, the stigma that you won’t ignore, have you no respect for my life, you left the knife in my back , and I just sit there looking pretty because I’ve forgiven you , i'm not a saint or special but i do believe in God and to be honest even Satan is surprised at the what you did , but don’t think for one minute you won't have to answer for it when you die, and when karma comes along just know it wasn't me it was God, call me what you want but i am so grateful i am nothing like you, I carry the light , you and i are not the same there is no comparison, so live your life of selfishness, good luck with that and yeah i think its pretty safe to say you owe me an apology sorry to offend you with this disorder I did not ask for, the stigma that you won’t ignore, have you no respect for my life, you left the knife back , and I just sit there looking pretty because I’ve forgiven you ,