Relapse

[Intro]
(Yeah… uh)
You ever love someone so much it start to kill you? (kill you)
Like every time you breathe, it’s another scar… (another scar, yeah)
Mm… yeah, yeah…


[Verse 1]
It’s 3 AM, I’m alone in the mirror (mirror)
Bloodshot eyes, but your voice get clearer (clearer)
You say you love me — I can’t hear ya (nah)
All I hear is lies and the silence near ya (yeah)
Heartbreak sittin’ heavy on my chest (my chest)
Got a .40 and some percs on the desk (on the desk, yeah)
Text you just to see if you’d care (care)
Read receipts blue, but you never there (you never there, damn)

I gave you all my soul, now I’m hollow (hollow)
You said you’d stay, but your words don’t follow (follow)
Every line I take is just borrowed (borrowed)
Tryna find peace in a pill bottle (bottle)


[Hook]
She don’t love me, she’s in love with what I have (I have, yeah)
Is it crazy? I think of you when I relapse? (relapse, oh)
I’d love it when you’d say, “take it easy, just relax” (relax)
“Just believe me, I love you back” (take that back, yeah)
“I won’t leave you, just say it back” (love that)
I know we’re headed on the right track (skrrrt)
But every time I fall, you don’t fall back (take back)
Every time I call, you don’t call back (call me, call me)
Told me “trust me,” now I hate that (hate that)
Now my heart cold like a ice pack (ice pack, brrr)

[Verse 2]
I been sleepin’ with the lights on lately (yeah, yeah)
Scared of what I see when it get too hazy (too hazy)
Your ghost still whisper in my ear, “Don’t blame me.” (don’t blame me)
But every word still drive me crazy (drive me crazy)
You loved the pain when it came from me (came from me)
Loved the fame, not the honesty (nah, nah)
Now I’m sittin’ in the dark with the memories (memories)
Tryna drown ‘em out but they bleed through the melodies (melodies)

I told God I don’t wanna wake up (nah, uh)
If I do, I might not make up (yeah)
For all the nights that I prayed for your touch (your touch)
Just to find out you ain’t need me that much (you ain’t need me that much, no)

[Bridge]
Can’t sleep, I see your eyes in the smoke (smoke, smoke)
Can’t breathe, every word you spoke (spoke, yeah)
You said, “Love don’t hurt,” but it broke (broke)
Now I’m laughin’ just to hide the choke (choke, choke, choke)

(Yeah… oh-oh)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Hook – Outro]
She don’t love me, she’s in love with what I have (I have, yeah)
Is it crazy? I think of you when I relapse? (relapse, oh)
I’d love it when you’d say, “take it easy, just relax” (relax, relax)
“Just believe me, I love you back” (take that back, yeah)
“I won’t leave you, just say it back” (love that)
I know we’re headed on the right track (skrrrt)
But every time I fall, you don’t fall back (take back)
Every time I call, you don’t call back (call me, call me)
Told me “trust me,” now I hate that (hate that)
Now my heart cold like a ice pack (ice pack, brrr)

(Yeah…)
(Cold heart, dead soul…)
(You don’t love me, you just love control…)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah…)

Emo rap, alternative rap, trippy, distorted guitar riffs, grunge, gothic, emo rap, alternative, raspy voice, male