[Intro] Heart on shuffle Mind on freeze Two lives tangled One of them’s me (yeah) [Verse 1] She in my kitchen Wearing my shirt Laughing at shows Covering hurt We got a history Faded in chalk Weather keeps changing Rain in our talk You in my phone Lighting it up Tiny blue circle Breaking my trust Not that you asked for it I crossed the line Caught in your gravity Losing my spine [Chorus] I’m in love with a girl While I’m holding another One hand on her back Other texting a lover If it’s meant to be Why’s it tearing through me I’m afraid you and me Just a maybe, not a guarantee Yeah I’m stuck in between what I promised And the thing that I feel like I need If it’s meant to break, meant to bleed Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be [Verse 2] You call me “friend” Voice cracks twice Talk about boys Ask for advice I say “he’s wrong for you” You say “you too” Laugh like a warning Cutting me through What if I leave Burn my whole life What if you see me And change your mind What if I jump Fall through the floor End up with nothing Sleeping on guilt on the floor [Chorus] I’m in love with a girl While I’m holding another One hand on her back Other texting a lover If it’s meant to be Why’s it tearing through me I’m afraid you and me Just a maybe, not a guarantee Yeah I’m stuck in between what I promised And the thing that I feel like I need If it’s meant to break, meant to bleed Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be [Bridge] What if you don’t catch me (don’t) What if you let me fall (fall) What if I burn this house Just to end up with a wall I’ve been running from the mirror Scared of how I look in truth Cheating on my future Just to stay inside this room [Chorus] I’m in love with a girl While I’m holding another One hand on her back Other texting a lover If it’s meant to be Why’s it tearing through me I’m afraid you and me Just a maybe, not a guarantee Yeah I’m stuck in between what I promised And the thing that I feel like I need If it’s meant to break, meant to bleed Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be

rap, Emo-trap beat with detuned bells, roomy 808s, and distant guitar plucks; male vocals half-rapped, half-sung. Verses stay confessional and close-mic’d, hook explodes with layered harmonies and distorted doubles. Ad-libs drip with reverb, occasional pitched-down backing for the darker lines. Energy grows from hushed to cathartic by the last chorus, then falls back to a single voice on the outro hook., emo, hip hop, alternative hip hop

Meant To Break, Meant To Be