[Intro]
Heart on shuffle
Mind on freeze
Two lives tangled
One of them’s me (yeah)
[Verse 1]
She in my kitchen
Wearing my shirt
Laughing at shows
Covering hurt
We got a history
Faded in chalk
Weather keeps changing
Rain in our talk
You in my phone
Lighting it up
Tiny blue circle
Breaking my trust
Not that you asked for it
I crossed the line
Caught in your gravity
Losing my spine
[Chorus]
I’m in love with a girl
While I’m holding another
One hand on her back
Other texting a lover
If it’s meant to be
Why’s it tearing through me
I’m afraid you and me
Just a maybe, not a guarantee
Yeah I’m stuck in between what I promised
And the thing that I feel like I need
If it’s meant to break, meant to bleed
Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be
[Verse 2]
You call me “friend”
Voice cracks twice
Talk about boys
Ask for advice
I say “he’s wrong for you”
You say “you too”
Laugh like a warning
Cutting me through
What if I leave
Burn my whole life
What if you see me
And change your mind
What if I jump
Fall through the floor
End up with nothing
Sleeping on guilt on the floor
[Chorus]
I’m in love with a girl
While I’m holding another
One hand on her back
Other texting a lover
If it’s meant to be
Why’s it tearing through me
I’m afraid you and me
Just a maybe, not a guarantee
Yeah I’m stuck in between what I promised
And the thing that I feel like I need
If it’s meant to break, meant to bleed
Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be
[Bridge]
What if you don’t catch me (don’t)
What if you let me fall (fall)
What if I burn this house
Just to end up with a wall
I’ve been running from the mirror
Scared of how I look in truth
Cheating on my future
Just to stay inside this room
[Chorus]
I’m in love with a girl
While I’m holding another
One hand on her back
Other texting a lover
If it’s meant to be
Why’s it tearing through me
I’m afraid you and me
Just a maybe, not a guarantee
Yeah I’m stuck in between what I promised
And the thing that I feel like I need
If it’s meant to break, meant to bleed
Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be