Age

It all started on a s***** day wasn't letting no one have a turn to play the ground outside was wet ass fault

But I've been here the walls were blacked out Neon Lights loud music and all quarters across the dam machine and when I turned to mock my friend never knew just what it did or me never again so anyway it's the first time I locked eyes on the girl and man she was fine so fine in fact that she distracted me from all the things that was important for me at the time but it's fine I'll be fine so great I f****** just can't wait so I did what I did when I done did what I done son I grabbed s*** and then gone running so fast to catch her but she jumped on the bus the bus took off and it was gone so when you're seconds I lost my chance that wasn't until I banked right couldn't be bothered by fences or yard art across the lawn I just lowered my head and f****** sold it on smashed through I finally reached the street on the other side of the block but I missed that bus again awe f*** why does the s*** always happen to me will I ever make it will I be a success at all when I get the girl now it's more than a few years later and I just want to be alone when I wait two and if I do feel like I'm alone covid was a great time for me I like being home I was doing the right thing by doing the same thing ordering groceries was was great I spent most of my time alone I didn't really need much was content with it at least I was now even further in years and I ain't getting no younger Beggars can't be choosers but if they Beggars I'm in then time for something screwing more like something from Led Zeppelin or David Bowie I drive alone at night despite my insides feeling anxious some form of anxiety most likely I'm good again I only spent so much more time waiting trying to figure out some s*** like where the f*** to go and did I finish it whatever was it I started back in the beginning and unfortunately for me this time I was not winning f*** everybody