Seeing

Through the chaos of my head

They just push me to the ground

No recognition

Im set in stone

My dreams are filled with death that brings me joy

As I play with the scenarios

I lost the fight of surviving

And all I can do is cry

And play with the blood I spilled

I cry through thin walls

But no one hears my calls

Just laughing with them

While crying inside

I keep a happy face

Not wanting to worry you

But im reaching my breaking point

Having second thoughts

Being in misery

I cry through thin walls

But no one hears my calls

Just laughing with them

While crying inside

I just torture myself

I can still feel her touch

Maybe im just a masochist

Just wanting to feel something

I cry through thin walls

But no one hears my calls

Just laughing with them

While crying inside