Memories

I tried to take the memories away 
Hypnotize myself to just forget
To forget this ever happened
You told me I was nothing to you
Even when I picked you up
you kicked me down
And you took the crown
Letting me drown in my defeat
Thats what I get for letting my guard down
You told me "I want this to never end"
You wanted something more 
Played with my feelings like yarn
Just kicking me while I was down
I was expecting a different outcome 
But i was just doing the same thing over and over again
The memories linger as you wave your finger
I was trying to put the fire out but ended up feeding the flame
I was under your spell as i thought this was pivotal 
But I was just cast away like garbage in the wind
I tried to paint a smile after this happened 
Because I let you down 

Metalcore, atmospheric, melodic, male vocals, post-hardcore