Mourning Song

I start staying up late again

Staring at the my phone waiting for you

My head is spinning like the bottles I went through

Am I really that desperate for your attention?

They tell me to move on but I loved her more than anything

But the tears fill my half empty glass

Maybe this was just accidental

im crazy for changing for you

I never understood the consequences

They're saying I told you so

Im just a dumb kid

I bought the plane ticket to see you

Planned it out when I should've waited

Now im just stranded here and

Spent the rest of that money for you

To abandon me like the rest of them

As I wait here in the terminal

Maybe this was just accidental

im crazy for changing for you

I never understood the consequences

They're saying I told you so

Im just a dumb kid