What happened to you?

You used to be so full of joy
Like a kid getting his first toy
But now you seem to be looking for a way out
No more joy but just a painted smile
Like being something you aren't

Peace is so hard to find
I had it once but was stripped away
My mind collapsed as I tried so hard
But when i see my face I start to cry
Wondering what happened to me

What happened to you?
I feel like im trapped underwater
Descending into darkness
Am I crying or is just the water on my face?
What am I really trying to find?

Peace is so hard to find
I had it once but was stripped away
My mind collapsed as I tried so hard
But when i see my face I start to cry
Wondering what happened to me

I cant believe we lost you
You never wanted a wake
Because you thought people would be fake
Wanting an unmarked grave
So nobody would remember you
You just wanted a family to call your own

Your Peace was so hard to find
You had it once but was stripped away
Your mind collapsed as you tried so hard
You asked for help but was left ignored
But when i see your face I start to cry
Wondering what happened to you

Shoegaze, male vocals, female vocals, ambient, dreamlike