"Back To You"

Before I say this… I gotta go back one more time.

If I said it already—sorry. But some things need to be said again…

So they stay.

I was just a kid, fell from a moving car

Scratched and bruised, but not broken hard

And years later, on a foreign road

Tried to jump like them, but I lost control

They said, “You crazy?” I said, “I’m fine”

But truth was limping deep inside

No broken bones, but a soul in pain

Pretending to smile through silent rain

I wore the mask, played the part

Hid the wounds and the aching heart

The cure was close, but I turned away

Until I knelt down and chose to stay…

Back to You, no more running

No more lies, no more numbing

You saw the fall, You felt my cries

You never left, You stayed nearby

Back to You, with all my scars

You healed the soul behind the bars

Ashamed no more, I see the view

I'm not who I was—I'm back to You

Read Your word, split in two

Half last year, then February, through

Every verse cut chains I wore

You heard the secrets I hid before

You forgave, You washed me clean

Saw the darkness, brought back the dream

And now I walk, no shame in sight

I’m proud to say I found the Light

I denied You twice in fear

But You were whispering, always near

You pieced the puzzle, showed me why

All my pain had to testify

Now I see clear, I won’t pretend

You’re not just Savior—You’re my friend

This world can fade, but I won’t trade

Your love, Your name—the price You paid

Back to You, no more running

No more lies, no more numbing

You saw the fall, You felt my cries

You never left, You stayed nearby

Back to You, with all my scars

You healed the soul behind the bars

Ashamed no more, I see the view

I'm not who I was—I'm back to You

I’m not afraid to say it now…

I’m a Christian.

I have faith.

And I’m finally free.

Back to You…

Back to who I was always meant to be.