[Intro - soft spoken, piano]
Yeah…
After “Replay”… after “Second Choice”…
I think I lost myself in between…
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[Verse 1 - melodic rap]
I look in the mirror, I don’t know that face
Same eyes, same skin, but I’m not okay
Used to feel something, now it fades away
Like every emotion just slips through space
I been replaying everything I did wrong
Every goodbye been a part of this song
Now I’m stuck in a loop I can’t break free
It don’t feel like me, it don’t feel like me
Used to be hope, now it’s all regret
Used to be peace, now it’s what I forget
And I swear I tried to hold myself together
But the pieces don’t fit like they used to before
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[Pre-Chorus - rising tension]
Maybe I changed too much
Maybe I stayed too long
Maybe I broke myself
Trying to be strong
And I don’t feel right
When I’m alone at night
‘Cause the person I was
Don’t live in my mind
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[CHORUS - MELODIC DROP, BASS BUILD, 120 BPM]
I don’t recognize myself
In the mirror I see somebody else
Used to feel love in my chest
Now it’s just empty, nothing left
I don’t recognize my mind
It keeps me stuck in the same rewind
Every thought just pulls me down
I don’t even know myself right now
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[Post-Chorus - Juice WRLD style melody]
And I tried, and I tried, and I tried again
But I still end up right back in my head
I was second place, I was left behind
Now I’m lost in the dark of my own mind
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[Verse 2 - harder rap flow]
Now I’m angry at the person I became
All these memories feel like they’re calling my name
I gave too much just to feel nothing back
Now I’m running from myself in the same exact track
You ever feel like you’re split in two?
One part of you healing, one part still bruised
That’s me every night when I close my eyes
I don’t even know who I’m supposed to be inside
And I hate that I still feel everything deep
Even when I’m numb, it still won’t sleep
So I bury it down but it always returns
Like a fire inside that never stops burns
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[Bridge - beat cuts out, emotional piano]
(REPLAY…) I’m stuck in it
(SECOND CHOICE…) I’m nothing in it
And now I look in the mirror and see
A version of me I don’t wanna be
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[Screamed Build - X-style rage]
I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE!
I DON’T FEEL THE SAME ANYMORE!
EVERYTHING I WAS BEFORE
DOESN’T LIVE HERE ANYMORE!
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[FINAL CHORUS - BIG BASS DROP]
I don’t recognize myself
In the mirror I see somebody else
Used to feel love in my chest
Now it’s just empty, nothing left
I don’t recognize my mind
It keeps me stuck in the same rewind
Every thought just pulls me down
I don’t even know myself right now
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[Outro - soft piano fade]
Replay… Second Choice…
I guess this is what it did to me…
I don’t recognize myself anymore…
Vesper
