VERSE 1
Yeah, I feel broken, don’t tell me I’m fine
Every time I trust someone, they switch in they mind
I let ‘em inside, they just take and they leave
Now I don’t believe in the things that I need
Love ain’t for me, nah, it never was
Every “I won’t hurt you” turn to dust
I see it coming, I still let it hit
Like I’m addicted to the way that it ends like this
And I’m not scared of commitment, that’s cap
I’m scared I commit and they don’t give it back
I give everything, they give me a crack
Then I’m stuck in my head trying not to collapse
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PRE-HOOK
I built myself up just to watch it fall
Every single time I give my all
Tell me it’s real, then it turns to lies
Now I don’t even recognize my own eyes
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HOOK (CHORUS)
Don’t say forever if you don’t mean it
I been stabbed in the back, I still seen it
I don’t trust love, I don’t trust peace
‘Cause everything I love ends up leaving me
I’m too broken, don’t fix me now
I might fall apart if you back out
I gave my heart, you let it bleed
Now I don’t know what love should mean
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VERSE 2
Yeah, I’m damaged, I admit it now
Smile on my face but I’m missing out
On the feeling people say is “love”
But all I know is it turns to cuts
Self-esteem like glass on the floor
Every time I rebuild, it wants more
One more hit and I’m back in the dark
Trying to find light in a dead heart
And I hate that I still even try
‘Cause every good thing ends in goodbye
I don’t hate you, I just hate the truth
That nobody stays when they say they do
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BRIDGE (SLOWED / DISTORTED / EMOTIONAL SCREAM LAYER)
Don’t tell me I’m worth it
If you gon’ desert it
I learned that love ain’t perfect
It just hurts on purpose
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OUTRO
Yeah… I’m still here but I’m not the same
Love made me numb, love made me change
If you stay, don’t leave halfway
‘Cause I don’t got pieces left to break
Vesper
