hook
Yeahhhh, if I told you my life would you look at me the same? (same?)
Yeahhhh, far from home but this lifestyle won’t fade away (won’t fade)
Yeahhhh, what if I told you why I practice cock it let it bang? (grrah)
Yeahhhh, far from home but I still live with this shame (shame…)
Yeah baby would you love me the same?
verse 1 (melodic / emotional)
You said forever, now forever feel fake (feel fake)
I gave you everything, you just gave me a break (a break)
Now I’m up late, tryna numb all the pain (numb it)
Pour another cup, let it run through my veins (yeah)
I can’t feel love, I just feel it decay (decay)
Every text you sent got me stuck in a maze (in a maze)
I was all in, you was playin’ a game (a game)
Now I’m all lost, tryna deal with the pain (damn)
pre-hook
If I fade out, would you even notice? (notice?)
If I crash now, would you stay or go quick? (go quick?)
I been off pills, I been losin’ my focus (my focus)
Tryna heal wounds but they stay wide open (open…)
hook
Yeahhhh, if I told you my life would you look at me the same? (same?)
Yeahhhh, far from home but this lifestyle won’t fade away (won’t fade)
Yeahhhh, what if I told you why I practice cock it let it bang? (grrah)
Yeahhhh, far from home but I still live with this shame (shame…)
Baby love me the same
verse 2 (rap / darker)
Yeah, heart broke, so I numb it with the codeine (codeine)
Bad habits turnin’ into the old me (old me)
Every night I swear you still tryna haunt me (haunt me)
In my dreams, in my head, you control me (control me)
I don’t trust love, it just end in a cold scene (cold scene)
Tears fall slow, mix it up with the nosebleeds (damn)
I been too gone, I ain’t feelin’ like the old me (nope)
If I OD, would you care or just ghost me? (ghost me?)
Mind gone, heart froze, I’m a shell now (a shell)
Love killed me slow, I can tell now (I can tell)
Tryna cry out but there’s no sound (no sound)
If I die young, I got no doubts (no doubts…)
bridge (soft / fading)
Hold me, even if I’m breakin’ (breakin’…)
Slowly, feel my heart shakin’ (shakin’…)
Lonely, pills I keep takin’ (takin’…)
Know me… I won’t make it (won’t make it…)
outro (hook variation)
Yeahhhh, if I told you my life would you look at me the same… (same…)
Yeahhhh, far from home but this lifestyle won’t fade away… (fade…)
Yeahhhh, what if I told you why I practice cock it let it— (bang…)
Yeahhhh… still livin’ with this shame… (shame…)
Baby just love me the same