[Verse 1]
I left your text on read
Let it burn in my hand
Same old stain on my sleeve
From the night I couldn't stand
Your name in my phone
Like a blade in the dark
I been smiling too hard
To hide the cracks in my heart
They said "move on" easy
Like that ever fit me
I got dreams in the ash
And your ghost on my city
I drive slow through the hurt
With my jaw set tight
If I look too long
I might break tonight
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold me down
Till the room goes black
Say my name
Then don't take it back
I'm still here
With the damage and the doubt
If you want the truth
I'm about to shout it out
[Chorus]
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
I fall apart, I still glow
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
You know my scars like gold
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
Come close, watch me burn slow
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
I break, then I go
[Verse 2]
Empty cups on the floor
By the foot of the bed
Got a hundred dead plans
And your voice in my head
You were hands on my face
Like you meant every word
Now the silence is loud
And it cuts like a bird
I been picking my wounds
Just to see if they heal
But the pain keeps the shape
And it feels too real
Heavy clouds on my chest
When the moon starts to climb
I can fake it by day
But it eats me alive
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold me down
Till the room goes black
Say my name
Then don't take it back
I'm still here
With the damage and the doubt
If you want the truth
I'm about to shout it out
[Chorus]
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
I fall apart, I still glow
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
You know my scars like gold
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
Come close, watch me burn slow
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
I break, then I go
[Bridge]
If I vanish tonight
Tell 'em I tried
I was stitched up with hope
And a knife in my side
I don't need saving
I need someone to stay
Put your hand on my chest
While the wolves fade away
[Chorus]
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
I fall apart, I still glow
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
You know my scars like gold
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
Come close, watch me burn slow
Blacktop halo
Blacktop halo
I break, then I go