Love You at Your Lowest

[Verse 1]
You burn the dinner, burn the bridge
Kick the mirror, cut the fringe
Say you're poison, say you're cursed
Laugh like thunder, then it hurts
Eyes like storms at 3 AM
Shakein' pills inside your hand
You say, "Leave, I know you should"
You say, "Run, I'm nothin' good"
[Chorus]
I love you at your lowest, when you hate your own reflection
When you're clawing at your skin, beggin' God for disconnection
When you're cursing every breath, sayin' I should turn and go
I love you at your worst, that's the side I wanna know
I love you in the breakdown, mascara on your sleeve
In the spiral, in the blackout, when you don't know what to believe
When you're pushin', when you're pullin', when you're sure you'll die alone
I love you at your worst, like it's carved into my bones (yeah)
[Verse 2]
You send texts that cut like glass
"Forget my name, erase my past"
Block my number, slam the door
Sit there shaking on the floor
Call yourself a walking scar
Say you're ruined, say you're dark
But I see the kid inside
Beggin' someone stay this time
[Chorus]
I love you at your lowest, when you hate your own reflection
When you're clawing at your skin, beggin' God for disconnection
When you're cursing every breath, sayin' I should turn and go
I love you at your worst, that's the side I wanna know
I love you in the breakdown, mascara on your sleeve
In the spiral, in the blackout, when you don't know what to believe
When you're pushin', when you're pullin', when you're sure you'll die alone
I love you at your worst, like it's carved into my bones (yeah, yeah)
[Bridge]
Tell me all the ugly thoughts
Spill the venom, flood the rot
You say, "Why would you stay here?"
I say, "This is why I'm here"
[Chorus]
I love you at your lowest, when you hate your own reflection
When you're clawing at your skin, beggin' God for disconnection
When you're cursing every breath, sayin' I should turn and go
I love you at your worst, that's the side I wanna know
I love you in the breakdown, mascara on your sleeve
In the spiral, in the blackout, when you don't know what to believe
When you're pushin', when you're pullin', when you're sure you'll die alone
I love you at your worst
You're the one I still call home (yeah)

rap, Dark ambient rap-core with male vocals; eerie pads and sub bass under whispered hooks, verses ride jagged drum patterns and detuned piano stabs; chorus explodes with distorted guitars, screamed ad-libs, and layered octave vocals; energy rises from tense mutter to cathartic roar, with glitchy delays and abrupt dropouts framing the most vulnerable lines, dark ambient