I MISS YOU

My heart burning with painful loss

A rip, a tear, a scar, and it’s scary

There’s a hole in my story

A missing link

I’m stuck in this place

Drowning from the weight

Sinking feeling taking effect

Constantly going

Around, around, around, and around

Around, around, around, and around

Yea

I’m off the rails, not able to get back on track

I watched you walk away

Thinking that’s what was best

I know I wasn’t what you needed

But

Oh

Oh

Oh god I wish I was

Oh

Oh god I wish

I was

I just

Miss, miss, miss

You so much

Yea

I just

Miss

You so much

All I see is your shadow

Not able to let go

Hearing familiar voices

Listening to the echoes

Not able to let go

Yea not able to let go

I see from the corner of my eye

Turning around hoping I see the light

But I just shake from anxiety

Missing what was mine

Sitting alone on a bench telling myself I’m fine

I now it’s all a lie

Yea it’s all a lie

I breakdown from smells, colors, pictures, and old texts

I can’t seem to rest

All I do is wonder looking for something that isn’t there

Caring for something that’s already dead

Pondering on the feeling on what lead me here

I only feel when that wall meets my fist

So tired of this shit, sadness and anger checked off the list

The anxiety is killing me

It’s so tragic

Being in this quiet room in a panic

Oh the tragedy

All the shadows laughing at me

While I sit there

Screaming

Oh

Oh

Oh

OH GOD

I MISS YOU

OOOOOOOHHHHHH

STOP PLEASE

PLEASE STOP

AAAAAAAGGGGHHHHH

OH GOD ITS KILLING ME

I CANT TAKE IT

OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH

Oh

Oh

Oh god I’m dying

I miss you so much

I’m loosing myself

I don’t recognize who I am anymore

I don’t want to let go

I don’t want to forget you

I love all the memories

Even when they hurt

Reminds me of what used to be

I don’t want to see it leave

Keeping the door open

I pray, cry, and hope

That you miss me

As much as I miss you

Do you love me as much as I love you

Do you hurt as much as I do

Oh

Oh

Oh

Oh god

I miss you

Oh

Oh

Oh god I’m dying

I miss you so much

All I do is wonder looking for something that isn’t there

Caring for something that’s already dead

Pondering on the feeling on what lead me here

I only feel when that wall meets my fist

So tired of this shit, sadness and anger checked off the list

But

but

If your happy

I hope you found what you were looking for

Walking with someone that you care for

Holding hands and laughing

Eating sharing story’s creating memories

Do they listen do they cry, do they treat you right

Are you full, warm, and happy

I just wish that could be me

Oh

Wish it was me

Because

Oh

Oh

Oh

Oh god

I miss you

Oh

Oh

Oh god I’m dying

I miss you so much