LASTING TEARS

These hidden gems

Hard to find

Inside

Of all those lies

My hands they pry

My chest

When you cry

When all I do is

Try my best

This kingdom of regret (oh)

And having company

With loneliness (yea)

Knocking at the door

That twisting deep feeling (hmmm)

I get in my core

Wondering if I should be worried (yea)

For you or me

I look at our love and all I see (is)

Is broken mirrors

And empty beers (gone)

Bottom of bottles

And faded colors (yea)

Does it even matter

Anymore

OH OH OH OH

OH OH OH OH

YOU

You walk out that door

saying your not coming back

Not doing this anymore

Good I hope you find someone better

With something I lack

Where your going I didn’t even ask

JUST CLOSE THE DOOR

Thinking of loosing you

It’s killing me

If your my jailer

I don’t want to be free

Everyday dancing for you

Do I need to be in this play

Pictures pass by

In this dark room where I cry

In costumes like its broadway

Sometimes your so far away

I just want to be in this bed

Where me and you lay

But all of these days

They pass by

Feels like purgatory

Drowning in misery

I wanted you to marry me

But it’s just the same thing everyday

Monday filled with quiet noises

And constant sighs and nonsense lies

Tuesday your making me crazy

All we do is fight

till late in the night

Wednesday feels like a cleanse

We’re all nice again

Thursday night something always happens

Yelling and clapping it’s tragic

Friday morning waiting for what’s in store

This fighting I can’t take it anymore

Saturday we stay

Inside trying to find

What made us happy

Sunday we start over again begging for more

Love stuck in this stasis looking for happiness

Asking each other for forgiveness

What’s getting in the way

For us to stay

The same

As the first day

At first we had dreams

And love

Both of us beloved

All of the trust

Now it’s all nightmares

Neither of us care

Our company

And love

We can’t bare

What was the line

When was it crossed

We’re in this fog

Taking different paths

Now we’re lost

Writing our names on a piece of paper

And tossing it in the trash

Our trust and love casted

And on a fast track

To doubt

This silence is so loud

Constantly ignoring

The truth

It’s all new

When do we leave

What’s the cue

Did I hurt you

We’re both victims

Of each others ignorance

And unaware bliss

All finished

No more love

Not one kiss

It all feels like a task

It’s all tragic

Lost its magic

At least it was fantastic

While it lasted

So go ahead and leave

Please

Just leave

Just

CLOSE THE DOOR

Oooooohhhhhh

Just close the door

I just can’t do this anymore

I just can’t

It hurts to much

Now it’s clear

why I have these

Lasting tears