I LOST YOU [love you]/ rock version2

[intro]
Standing in the rain 
Under the street lights 
Reminiscing in the pain 
Beating my self up
Yelling to my self
How could I lose you 
How stupid 

Oh how stupid 

[verse1]
You were there at my darkest moment
Didn’t mean to fall in love 
But that shine in your eye 
When you listened and cried 

I know you had skeletons in the closet 
But take my heart and deposit 
You were beautiful in blurry pictures
the moonlight in dark nights 
I just thought me might 

[scream]
FALL
IN
LLLLLLOOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEEEE

But at the end of the day 
It’s when it gets all dark 
That’s when you came out 
And showed me the real you 
Missed calls
Read texts 
Snaps opened 
No returns 

Should of kept you close
But now your gone

[scream]
COME BACK
I LOVE YOU

Your good at making me hate you 
bad at making me love you 
But I still do 

[chorus]
I don’t get it 
I tried so hard 
Maybe that’s the problem 

Maybe I should of been a douche bag 
The mean belligerent asshole 
That you know and love 
Would you have seen the doves 

Let’s restart make it again 
Or did you intend 
On leaving me forever 

You took my heart 
And dragged it through broken glass
I look like the jackass 
For trying so hard
Late nights cried 
Never slept 
Dark bags under eyes 

[verse2]
All of these goodbyes 
You took literal 
You said marriage material
But not for you 

I remember the good times 
Hanging with you and your family 
Ending the day with just me and you
Going home with your hair on my hoodie

People always thought we were together 
You never stopped them 
That felt cool 
Thinking I could be with you 

You drank a lot 
But that’s ok 
I loved you for you 

I lost you 
I love you
I lost you
I love you 

But at the end of the day 
It’s when it gets all dark 
That’s when you came out 
And showed me the real you 
Missed calls
Read texts 
Snaps opened 
No returns 

Your good at making me hate you (I love you)
bad at making me love you (I hate you)
But I still do 

I hate you 
I love you 
I hate you 
I love you 

[scream]
GOD I LOVE YOU 

but

[outro]
You blocked me on everything 
Screaming your name
And crashing out 
I had no closure 
No relief 
I was struggling 
Underneath 
Sweating so bad 
I was going through withdrawals 
Couldn’t feel calm 

All I needed was your voice but 
That was to much for you
Made me feel close 
I was all right 
But you took my heart 
And snuffed the flame 
You were in trouble 
So I came 

You never did
When I was in trouble 
So I guess this is goodbye 

Let’s restart make it again 
Or did you intend 
On leaving me forever 

[whisper]
Or not
Just go

I love you

Standing in the rain 
Under the street lights 
Reminiscing in the pain 
Beating my self up
Yelling to my self

[scream]
How could I lose you 
How stupid 

Yea 
How could I loose you

How how 

So stupid 

[scream]
I lost you
I love you 
I lost you
I love you 

I’ll love you forever 

Love you

Oh I love you 
Ooooohhhhhh yyyyeeeeaaaaa

[violin solo]

Sad alternative rock, slow dark deathcore, dark rock, dark love, shaky voice, guitar, piano, violin, male