Alone Again

(Intro – soft, fading piano loop with ambient reverb)

Yeah…It’s like the silence talks louder than anyone ever did And I’m just listenin’ to the hurt…

Self-inflicted pain, I wear it like a chain

Back and forth again, stuck inside my brain

Wishin’ I could fix what I can’t explain

Even when I’m broken, I still take the blame

‘Cause I know that hell ain’t just a place

It’s when no one calls and you fade away

Tie the belt, hope I suffocate

Dropped dead, but I still feel hate

They say, “You act like a clown”

But laughed when I was down

Was cryin’ out, they turned around

And now I’m buried in this sound

No trust, no love, just pills and dust

I ain’t lucky, I just didn’t give up

They said, “Move on,” but the pain still cuts

If I disappear, would they give a fuck?

If you wanna leave me here, just go

You were the reason I lost all hope

Stuck in a world where the sun don’t glow

I’ve been bleedin’ slow, just thought you’d know

And if I die tonight, keep it on the low

I ain’t scared of Hell, I already know

This ain’t livin’, I’m a ghost

In this house of pain I host

Verse 2]

Yeah…

I’m sittin’ watchin’ blood dry on my sleeve

Thinkin’ why everyone I love always leaves

If I meant a thing, why’d you make me bleed?

Now all I got’s suicidal dreams

Monsters in me, God don’t speak

Peep on loop while I barely breathe

Blade to skin just to feel a thing

Got a son but I can’t even lead

Used to care, now I don’t

Soul’s for sale, but it’s broke

Don’t call me bro, that’s a joke

Y’all ain’t been here, don’t provoke

Can’t forgive, can’t let go

Too numb for hope, too cold to show

All my friends are ghosts

And I might be next, but I don’t know

Hook – melodic/synth layers building]

If you wanna leave me here, just go

You were the reason I lost all hope

Stuck in a world where the sun don’t glow

I’ve been bleedin’ slow, just thought you’d know

And if I die tonight, keep it on the low

I ain’t scared of Hell, I already know

This ain’t livin’, I’m a ghost

In this house of pain I host

Bridge – auto-tuned/hazy distortion]

(Yeah, yeah)

I’ve been wasted, outta line

Feelin’ vacant, killin’ time

You said love, then you changed your mind

Now I’m lost, just gettin’ high

Blood on tile, lookin’ in my eyes

A shell of me that never dies

A smile I fake, a mask I hide

Don’t worry ’bout me, I’ll be fine (lie)