My gma

Hey grandma this is my last goodbye looking at you made me cry someone plz dry my eyes I never wanted to see you like that hooked up on tubes yeah I we got that bad news for our family this Tragic I don’t think I will ever be the same man some one plz give me the number to heaven this might sound a little selfish but I want you back I wasnt ready to live life alone but all I got is my pin and paper to express my emotions about you but I know your smiling happy up in heaven with Austin and grandpa

I just want to hear your voice one more time just to know your doing fine and ask you how gorgeous the golden gates are it’s gonna take some time but I’ll be fine see you again I just want to take this time and say I love you someone plz help me with this pain god plz I can’t take it I’m losing hope I can’t even focuse I’m sorry you would probably be disappointed in me I’ve turned to drugs to numb this pain this is only for the moment I promise grandma it helps me to live with my pain I know you can see me but I can’t see you I’m sorry and I will always have my guardian angel by my side but this is my last good bye for now love your grandson