Confession

I have a confession to make to you derek. I've never wanted to be with anyone more than I do you. I have felt this way for a long while. I want to love you for the rest of my life. I want to spoil you stand by your side and support you and believe in you. I want to tell you so badly. I'm afraid you won't love me back. All I want is a chance to make you happy.

I understand if you can't love me. I'm scared if I tell you how I feel it will destroy our friendship I would never want that. But I've wanted more for a long time. I feel guilty about what I feel for you because of her. I just need you to know that i love you. I can't hide it anymore. I'm sorry. I will tell you soon. I have to take the chance. Your so beautiful.

I will always be waiting. I can't hold it in its killing me. I must let you know I don't want to regret not telling you later. Just remember I'll always love you and want to be with you.

I'll never hurt you . Will always do everything I can't to make happy. Keep you smiling. I can love you the right way. I'll never give up on you. We could heal together. We have both been through our own hell. If you don't want to give me a chance please tell me now break my heart all at once. It will hurt but I can't force love . I'll always be here for you. This is my confession to you I love you and always will want to be with you. No matter what happens . I'm sorry.