Heal

You know me like no other. Secrets I can not hide .feels like my heart is not mine . When I think about what I want you are all I see.

Your love for me you try to hide I can see. Maybe one day you will love me too. I don't want to leave this earth without feeling your love once more.not a feeling I want to live without. I miss you in so many ways .the way you smile laugh and the way you grab my hand to hold it .words would not do justice how I feel.

Your heartbreak is mine too. We feel as one .one heart one soul. I know we didn't meet by accident. It was meant for a bigger purpose.

As I sit here and wait for your call. I feel your pain . Feels like a lifetime since we spoke. The memories never fade. The love you showed me that one cold Christmas night will stay with me always. You showed me more love than I felt in ten years felt so real .I was wrong. Thought time would help me get over you .I was so wrong.

I think you love me too just to scared to admit the truth. You can't commit it's just so .I gave you a second chance and you did the same .you would play with many than to face your fears.i was ready I guess you were not. Pondering for to long weather I would be worth taking the chance on even though you take that chance with others who you have no love but run from the one who truly loves you .

My father taught me to run my Mom taught me to face things even when there taught so I won't run I will be strong . I will heal from the pain you caused me I will move on . I will use that as my strength not as my weakness but my weapon to get through all the moment when I need it .I will not hate you but forgive and move forward. I will heal .take care of yourself.