Please tell me

Tell me you love me . Please don't tell me I'm wrong. I don't Want to feel this way . It scares me to think you feel nothing. You say sweet things that could be your just being nice. Are you sending mixed signals or did I see it wrong. Are you not sure. Are you scared or just taking your time. Maybe I read you wrong. I guess it's not our time. We had our chance. It didn't work before. It will never work. My heart now knows that.

God how many do I have to meet. God can anyone love me .please send one that don't run. I deserve real love as much as anyone. Why do they run. God I don't want to care about him as I do. God tell me where to go from here. I'm trying to protect my heart. Moving on is always the hardest part. I will be strong. I must continue my work. I know he will come.

The future will bring so much change. God are you sure I can handle this task. Will the world except the change coming. Will they be ready. Will people stop hurting on another. Am I strong enough for this fight. Will he be by my side . If not can I handle it alone. Please tell me how this ends . My heart is so unsure. I had to pull away. I understand why I need to be alone for this part .I need to keep my focus . God do what you must.