On my mind.

Verse: Words can’t explain the things I wish I’d spoken,

You swore you loved me, but the truth was left broken.

Damn, I think we were too far gone to notice—

Clashing heads, crystal clear that we were over.

I poured my soul out just to watch it go unnoticed,

You hated me, and God knows that I felt it.

Trading blows, hiding bruises I should’ve shown,

You were supposed to be my savior, but you left me all alone.

Same world we swore we’d fight against,

You switched sides, played your hand yeah you dealt it.

Now I’m left drowning in the static of the blues,

A tragic Mona Lisa, I was never meant to muse.

I ignored the red flags bleeding through the room,

Wrote a script for the stage, just to watch my role consume.

I tried to pull you from the fire, but who’s saving me?

Submerged in the silence while the midnight plays on repeat.

Asking the shadows how you ever could’ve played me,

Cheated, how could they love you more than me?

Came through no matter what was the pressure. Stay loyal like a dog. You could have treated me better.

Hating my reflection till I let the pain break me.

We were poetry in motion, bae, why couldn’t you save me?

Delusional to the finish, blind to the menace you turned out to be.

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Midnight is bleeding, the clock's ticking slow,

Got a mind full of pain and nowhere to go.

We built up a kingdom just to watch it all burn,

Now I’m choking on lessons I didn't want to learn.

Yeah, the silence is loud, and the damage is deep,

You’re a ghost in my head while the rest of the world is asleep.

You rolled the dice with my life like it was nothing to lose,

Left me blind to the game, but awake with the blues.

Every night is a war, but you’re the only one fighting.

Hiding all of my bruises underneath your lies. Watch me shatter like glass while you stare through the pieces.

I look in the mirror, how could I be so stupid?

A whole double life and you didn’t care who viewed it.

Building another home while you let mine burn,

Said I’m talking out of turn but wasn't your turn.

Buying two of everything, sharing two different rings, A house not a home when you leave with the enemy.

While I was trapped in the dark i blamed me for my part.

No communication, accountability attacked,

You play completely blind to the truth and the facts.

Screaming at my face for the things I need to change,

But you stay the same while you drove me away.

You wanted a puppet that you could control,

you broke every piece till you broke my soul.

Now you're sipping on the poison that you thought was in my cup. Prayed for understanding, so I took back my trust.

'Mad I packed my bags and I finally gave up.

You swore it was love while you beat me,

But the demons at night are the only ones protecting me. Words cut deeper than a knife, I hoped you’d heal me.

Why couldn’t you save me? Hope in another life it could be different.

I apologize every time that you hurt me. You cried to the crowd like you were bleeding .

Just to make me the villain in your version of the story.

Back to the start, where the promises first

Back to the ghost of the person I was protecting.

I’m still asking the walls, why couldn’t you save me?

Why did you watch me go under and let the dark take me?

But the echo comes back, and i became comfortable with the pain.

Now I’m asking myself why I stayed in the flame.

Looking deep in my soul, what has love done for me?

I’m not Cinderella ... why couldn't I save me?

Why did I stand in the flames and call it a home?

Why did I protect your name while you left me alone?

I was loyal like a dog to a hand that couldn’t feed me,

Rewriting the script so your shadows could shield me.

No more blaming the world, no more playing your muse,

I’m picking up the my broken pieces, and I’m done with the blues.

You can keep the crowd crying, I’m longer confused.

I’m the hero of my story. Does that hurt you?

Why did I swallow the poison and beg for the cure?

Why did I look at a monster and think it was pure?

You saw me gasping for air while you held down my head,

Feeding me lies while you left me for dead.

The curtains are falling, I’m stepping off of your stage,

I’m burning the book, yeah, I'm ripping out the page.

Apologizing for the bleeding that you put me through,

Breaking my own heart just to try and fix you.

Now you’re the one awake while the rest of the world is asleep.

Asking the empty room... why couldn't you wait for me?

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Midnight is bleeding, the clock's ticking slow,

Got a mind full of pain and nowhere to go.

We built up a kingdom just to watch it all burn,

Now I'm choking on lessons I didn't want to learn.

Yeah, the silence is loud, and the damage is deep,

You're a ghost in my head while the rest of the world is asleep.

you played with the twin sign, you picked the wrong side,

love the way you lie, see that fire in my eye.

I kilt the part of me that kept choosing your team.

I'm still healing, but don’t ever play with me.

I deleted the pictures and memories are gone.

Why you couldn’t you be right for me? Or just leave me alone.