Giving in

(rap, Hybrid dark-pop / indie-rap banger: moody piano and distant pads in the intro, then a huge distorted bass drop under punchy drums. Verses are tight, mad, and confessional with male vocals half-rapped, half-muttered; chorus lifts into autotuned melodic lines and stacked harmonies. Sparse guitar textures in the bridge, then final hook back with an even harder drop and ad-libs tucked around the lead., alternative pop, raw, male vocals, soul, pop, hip hop)

Yeah

Same wounds

New scars

I been sleeping with my phone face down

‘Cause I’m tired of the ghosts in the glass tryna drag me back down

You said, “Heal or I’m gone,” then you left mid-cry

Guess you really meant the part where you’d watch me try

All my boys say “forget her”

I been scrolling through the pictures like a newsletter

Same headline

“Man loses mind on a deadline”

I keep giving in

To the same old pain, same old spin

Say I’m done, then I call again

Yeah, I fall again, I fall again

I keep giving in

To the poison dressed up like a friend

Can’t break out of this looping film

Yeah, I fall again, I fall again

You trained me to chase you like rent’s due

Love felt like a test I could never get sent through

Every “maybe” you dropped was a landmine

I stepped on all of ‘em, tryna make your sky shine

I been smashing up the mirror ‘cause I see you in the cracks

Every fight we ever had playing back to back

I talk tough, but I miss when you were lying on my chest

Guess I’m loyal to the chaos, not the best

I say I’m done

Then I taste your name

Like metal on my tongue

Like thunder in my veins

If loving you is losing

Why I keep choosing?