(rap, Hybrid dark-pop / indie-rap banger: moody piano and distant pads in the intro, then a huge distorted bass drop under punchy drums. Verses are tight, mad, and confessional with male vocals half-rapped, half-muttered; chorus lifts into autotuned melodic lines and stacked harmonies. Sparse guitar textures in the bridge, then final hook back with an even harder drop and ad-libs tucked around the lead., alternative pop, raw, male vocals, soul, pop, hip hop)
[Intro]
Yeah
Same wounds
New scars
[Verse 1]
I been sleeping with my phone face down
‘Cause I’m tired of the ghosts in the glass tryna drag me back down
You said, “Heal or I’m gone,” then you left mid-cry
Guess you really meant the part where you’d watch me try
All my boys say “forget her”
I been scrolling through the pictures like a newsletter
Same headline
“Man loses mind on a deadline”
[Chorus]
I keep giving in
To the same old pain, same old spin
Say I’m done, then I call again
Yeah, I fall again, I fall again
I keep giving in
To the poison dressed up like a friend
Can’t break out of this looping film
Yeah, I fall again, I fall again
[Verse 2]
You trained me to chase you like rent’s due
Love felt like a test I could never get sent through
Every “maybe” you dropped was a landmine
I stepped on all of ‘em, tryna make your sky shine
I been smashing up the mirror ‘cause I see you in the cracks
Every fight we ever had playing back to back
I talk tough, but I miss when you were lying on my chest
Guess I’m loyal to the chaos, not the best
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I say I’m done
Then I taste your name
Like metal on my tongue
Like thunder in my veins
[whispered vocals]
If loving you is losing
Why I keep choosing?
[Chorus]