[Intro]
Yeah
Eyes red
Room spinning
Heart grinning, then it cracks
[Verse 1]
I been talking to the ceiling, it just stares back
Burned bridges in my phone, never text back
You left fingerprints all over my habits
Now I drink just to drown all the fragments
New year, same ache in my rib cage
Scroll past your name like a war page
You say “healing” like it’s something you can purchase
But every “I’m fine” got a funeral beneath the surface
[Chorus]
I’m in a haze, I can’t escape
Breathing you in, like secondhand pain
You got me lost, you got me caged
Love turned to smoke, and it won’t fade
I’m in a haze, I’m in a haze
Running in place, same old maze
Can’t see your face, still feel your weight
Love turned to smoke, and it won’t fade
[Verse 2]
You said “forever,” then you switched up in a week
Left your hoodie and that playlist on repeat
French fries cold in the passenger seat
Talking to your ghost at a red light beat
Yeah, I laugh at the pics that we took in the rain
Then it flips, and I’m sick from the drip of your name
You moved on, turned our chaos to a caption
I stay up, turn my hurt into captions, [low vocal register] rapping
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Punching at shadows, they always swing back
Every new body just points where you lack
If you called right now, I’d still fall right back
I hate that
I hate that
[whispered vocals] I hate that
[Chorus]