[Verse 1]
You were poison in a red glass
I kept going till my head crashed
You kept smiling while the room spun
You said, "Call me when the world’s done"
Yeah, I chased you like a lost bet
You were sharper than a cigarette
I was bleeding just to feel you
You were laughing ‘cause it felt cute
[Chorus]
I drink you in till I can’t stand
Face down, shaking, reaching for your hand
You burn my throat, you stain my skin
Hate how I love it when you crawl back in
I drink you in like I want the pain
Black-out blessing, blackout shame
You flood my lungs, I forget to swim
If I can’t have you, I’ll just drink you in (drink you in)
[Verse 2]
Every promise had a cracked edge
Every touch was like a ledge step
You’d go silent, let my brain talk
Turn my heartbeat to a dead clock
You were heaven in a dark room
Turned my rib cage to a war-tune
I was begging you to break me
Only time you ever really praised me
[Chorus]
I drink you in till I can’t stand
Face down, shaking, reaching for your hand
You burn my throat, you stain my skin
Hate how I love it when you crawl back in
I drink you in like I want the pain
Black-out blessing, blackout shame
You flood my lungs, I forget to swim
If I can’t have you, I’ll just drink you in (oh, drink you in)
[Bridge]
You turned my pulse into a countdown
Every high hit like a comedown
Told myself I’d try to quit you
Then I woke up just to sip you (sip you)
You’re the venom that I pray for
Every exit is the same door
If this is how the world ends
Pour it up, I’ll fall again
[Chorus]
I drink you in till I can’t stand
Face down, shaking, reaching for your hand
You burn my throat, you stain my skin
Hate how I love it when you crawl back in
I drink you in like I want the pain
Black-out blessing, blackout shame
You flood my lungs, I forget to swim
If I can’t have you, I’ll just drink you in (yeah, drink you in)