Black tears on my hoodie, rain fallin’ slow
Heart broke in the city where the dead lights glow
You said “forever” like you meant that shit
Now your name tastes bitter on my last cigarette
I been drownin’ in my thoughts, yeah, I don’t sleep
Your shadow on the wall when I try to breathe
Every promise you made feels counterfeit
Still I’d die for one more moment like this
You love me when I’m gone
Hate me when I’m close
I’m a ghost in your phone
Yeah, you already know
That was our last kiss, under cold streetlights
Lipstick stains on a goodbye
Said you’d stay, but you ran quick
Tell me why love feels like a knife twist
That was our last kiss, tasted like regret
If I die tonight, don’t you forget
I gave you my heart, you dismissed
Now I’m livin’ off that last kiss
Pills in my pocket but I won’t say which
Tryna numb the pain, yeah, it don’t fix shit
You moved on fast, I’m stuck in the past
Replayin’ your voice like a broken cassette
My friends say “heal,” I say “I tried”
I just fake smiles so they don’t ask why
If heaven got a gate, I hope you’re there
If hell’s real, I’ve been livin’ it, yeah
You love me when I’m weak
Leave when I’m real
Say my name in your sleep
But you don’t feel
That was our last kiss, under cold streetlights
Lipstick stains on a goodbye
Said you’d stay, but you ran quick
Tell me why love feels like a knife twist
That was our last kiss, tasted like regret
If I die tonight, don’t you forget
I gave you my heart, you dismissed
Now I’m livin’ off that last kiss
If I overdose on your memory
Would you finally come rescue me?
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna feel
Something real, something real
Yeah, that last kiss still burnin’ my lips
Love turned poison, I still take sips
If this song’s all that I leave
Just know you were everything to me