Verse 1)
Antay’ja texts at midnight, I don’t know what she means
Duhvon in the mirror looking lost in in-between dreams
Oregon rain on my hoodie, like it’s washing out my thoughts
Watermelon summers fading, but I still feel what we lost
(Pre-Chorus)
I signed my time away again, went and donated plasma
Just to feel like I got something that still means I’m alive
But the empty in my chest don’t care about the karma
It just echoes every night when I try to close my eyes
(Chorus)
I’ve been being in love like it’s a glitch in my brain
Antay’ja got my heart but I don’t say it the same
Coast Guard lights in the distance, but they can’t rescue me
I’m drifting through the static of who I used to be
Nasty berry vape clouds fading into the night
And I’m falling in Fortnite lobbies just to feel alright
Yeah I’ve been being in love like it’s a losing game
(Verse 2)
Oregon coast wind screaming through the open window frame
Duhvon laughs but I can tell he’s fighting silent pain
Watermelon lip gloss memories stuck on replay
Every sweet thing turns bitter when it never stays
(Pre-Chorus)
I’ve been donating plasma just to feel like I can give
Something real to someone else while I forget how to live
But every drop just reminds me of the way I don’t fit
In a world that keeps on moving while I’m breaking bit by bit
(Chorus)
I’ve been being in love like it’s a glitch in my brain
Antay’ja got my heart but I don’t say it the same
Coast Guard lights in the distance, but they can’t rescue me
I’m drifting through the static of who I used to be
Nasty berry vape clouds fading into the night
And I’m falling in Fortnite lobbies just to feel alright
Yeah I’ve been being in love like it’s a losing game
(Outro)
Oregon fog, neon haze… I think I’ll be okay someday
But right now I’m just a signal that keeps fading away
ElectricMatrix
