Intro
Yeah…
Cold nights, pink lights
Still breathing somehow
Verse 1
I got pain in my cup, still sipping it slow
Heart full of cracks but the fit still glow
She says “why you so distant?” I don’t really know
I just learned how to smile when I’m feeling low
Phone full of ghosts, yeah they all wanna talk
But I walk through the city like I’m dead when I walk
Black hoodie weather, rain stuck in my thoughts
Love feels real till it suddenly rots
Pre-Chorus
I don’t cry no more, I just get quiet
World on fire but I stay private
Too much love makes a heart go violent
Too many lies, now I’m done with the silence
Chorus
Cold neon lights on my face tonight
I look alive but I’m losing the fight
Drip too clean for a heart this broke
I stay dry even when I choke
Cold neon dreams, yeah they hit so hard
Love left scars, now my soul on guard
I don’t trust much, I just coast
Too deep to drown, too numb to float
Verse 2
She fell for the vibe, not the mess inside
I wear pain like jewelry, match it with pride
Every goodbye got a taste of regret
Every “I’m fine” just a quiet threat
Mirror talks back like “you good?” I lie
I been dead in my head but my fit still fly
Friends turn fake when the highs go dry
I learned real quick how to say goodbye
Pre-Chorus
I don’t chase love, it runs anyway
Hearts break fast in the modern age
I’m not cold, I just lost my flame
Still spell my name when you feel that pain
Chorus
Cold neon lights on my face tonight
I look alive but I’m losing the fight
Drip too clean for a heart this broke
I stay dry even when I choke
Cold neon dreams, yeah they hit so hard
Love left scars, now my soul on guard
I don’t trust much, I just coast
Too deep to drown, too numb to float
Outro
Yeah…
Still here
Still faded
Still breathing
Somehow