Cold hands
on my neck
not to choke
just to feel something
Your eyes
half-closed
like you already left
before you left
That last kiss
still bleedin’
on my mouth
You said my name
like a prayer
then walked out
That last kiss
felt like sleep
felt like death
If this is love
I don’t want
what’s next
I don’t cry loud
I rot slow
Room smells like you
and regret
Phone lights up
not you
again
I’d trade my pulse
for one more second
of your breath
That last kiss
was a lie
I believed
Your lips said “forever”
your heart didn’t mean
That last kiss
still haunts me
every night
I don’t wanna die
I just don’t wanna be alive
If you hear this
somewhere
sometime
Yeah
that was me
letting go
too late