Changing Arrangements

Sit here with my feet crossed

Contemplating this beat cross

Looking at my life is defeating cross

I am hanging from the crucifixion cross.

My life's shambles and full of gambles I have been in so many rough positions and ready for anything and everything I just need my feet to stay planted deep within the seeds so I can grow like the trees and fly away like the bees so I can seize the moment with flowing momentum relaxing my temperament I hope this stays permanent.

Sit here with my feet crossed

Contemplating this beat cross

Looking at my life is defeating cross

I am hanging from the crucifixion cross

My minds not made up and still messing up and resting up attempting to complete my brains invention ticking the boxes for the cross doing my To do list and hitting in this beat my feet are tightened and my toes are curled am struggling lately and have been greatly I want change but nothing is forming and am performing the things I have to do to see this tick list produce.

Sit here with my feet crossed

Contemplating this beat cross

Looking at my life is defeating cross

I am hanging from the crucifixion cross

As the beat sweeps past in slow motion I am trying to get the notion to drink my changing potion but am drinking the demons lotion I am angry every day I just wish this could go away as the world is against me so I put my defences up to stop the people climbing to the top as the electricity supplies me I charge to the fight but sometimes I need to flight as I can't cope most nights.

Sit here with my feet crossed

Contemplating this beat cross

Looking at my life is defeating cross

I am hanging from the crucifixion cross

I thought my mind was right but it was completely shite and when I look for the white to cleanse myself I can't seem to find the things that will benefit my health as I have said previously I struggle daily with the battles ain't playing fairly so am scary and acting impulsive and repulsive destroying the only good things I have standing next to me as am wrecked and looking to be checked so I can get back to primal instead of being frightful.

Sit here with my feet crossed

Contemplating this beat cross

Looking at my life is defeating cross

I am hanging from the crucifixion cross

I have finally gained a job I seem to love but my papa is channelling me from above so I can come clean and get seen and make something of my life instead of laying down to my knifes I just need to amend with my wife but I struggle most of the time as I just keep stopping the time and committing love crimes I any to change for the better but am writing things down in this letter that I call my songs I need to undo my wrongs and make things stronger instead of being a wronger.

Sit here with my feet crossed

Contemplating this beat cross

Looking at my life is defeating cross

I am hanging from the crucifixion cross