Cracks

I can see the cracks forming around your aura

I can see the cracks opening up your scars that run deeper

I can see the cracks that make you want to smack the sadness outta ya

I can see the cracks that remind you of the detrimental superficial things that killed you

I watch the cracks breaking your back as you're holding the weight of the world in your shoulders I can't remember the last time you saw the folders of the deep feelings you perceive I just want my song to be your relief so you can bury the grief you carry around with you daily.

When the cracks are finally healed and your feeling sealed something will happen which will reveal the cracks opening back up which drains the colour outta your blood the the flood will come into play and your scars will replay the moments you thought you forgot but we have to remember all is never forgotten we just learn to cope with the cracks which invites the rope as the suicide will be the only hope.

Suicide Is rife in this world and mental health is never taken seriously we can scream and shout to let it out but we know how this goes when you loose your marbles for one second that can change your life forever but this is because we though we managed to understand our coping mechanisms and strategies but there's always something that will unravel the bandage repairing the cracks.

Everyone in the world has seen some nasty things as this is the environment we live in we see a glimmer of light and we feel the boiling sensation simmer but there's will be that one thing the opens up your triggers it's hard to cope without thinking of the ropes I can truly relate as I have been there late at night contemplating my life as my cracks have been cracked open by something.

We will never fully heal because once we are broken there is not completed token so some of us start smoking to suppress the pain and suffering gained throughout the things the brain has sustained through nothing but vein we just have to try and forgive to let the mind rest and suppress instead of turning to the sedatives as that will get a tight grip and we will never snip the chord as it tied tight as we gain peace but as the addiction gets increased the damage becomes worse that before.

You always looking for your next high or next suppression we need the registration of the mind body and soul to come together which will enlighten the heart and make us smarter and stronger but we all end up in the dumps grabbing the links and dragging through the bumps on the road we just have to manage and conquer the carnage we are introduced to but we are all aiming for the same thing to bust loose and break a move.

Mindfulness is my way alongside the Hip Hop I listen to and produce to the world to bust loose and hopefully relate trust me brothers, sisters I have been in the dumps and conquered the bumps and now am still walking the cracks as they come back.