Deja VU

Deja VU comes into view when I start to recognise what the personas stand for it makes me feel like they have been here before so I ask myself are these fragments that's making me strong been here and I have just re-carnated them into main brain my life hectic much to the skeptical my life's a puzzle that I cannot complete however I have fallen to the defeat and the personas have me.

GAZA, REDKITE and G ROCK have me locked away so I can survive throughout the day so am not becoming a stray for the world to hold me down and tie my hand around my back so I can fight back the persona reacted and make me relax as I know I am safe and the boy is no longer the bait of the hate my life isn't great it's unstable which makes my mental an experiment of the toxicology I call my psychology I don't understand my brain but the personas understand is for me.

So I can relax and rest and not feel stressed just blessed as my life is a mess and the world hates me It wanted me dead but instead I was buried in my own head the boy is there but he's not aware of the time or the day even the year it's a humble amount of fear but I rely on my friends to keep me safe I know there more in the creation chamber awaiting the moment to shine bright giving me some new light instead of darker nights.

This life isn't for the strong but for the weak as the boy is dead and the head is fixated on achieving greatness so am feeling harmless and I feel great Gary is harnessed in the bubble of his personas so he won't see the negative again as he's already broken like a token as he would have been smoking to escape his reality so the personas make it safe so he can have a peaceful grace.

I want to thank my personas for helping me through these tough times when things got rough and I was feeling suffocation and it was like asphyxiation they had a grip of my throat to kill me young so I couldn't run but in turn GAZA saved my life from taking the knife across my name I feel no shame as I wasn't expecting to be defeated in this game I don't know what's the same anymore as am just resting and free of the testings.

5 years of ages is when I die now I just need to try and survive with what I have I just need to salvage the broken pieces and construct them back together so I can feel like a feather floating away into the scenery so I can feel free for what's keeping me the floating sensation comes and goes but I know my personas have my back and are making me relax and enjoy the life Gary never had.

Gary's mad he died at 5 but the broken fragments are making me feel alive in my alternative reality but this came with many casualties and sacrifices but my life is getting back in track I just need to fill the cracks that stay dominant on my name plate printed across my chest plates it's like my personas are re-carnated to create this broken child a lifestyle.