Motivational

Today I was unemployed and that's what I was trying to avoid I understand the circumstances on why this decision was made but now I am left un paid right before the Christmas break I will get something in but it won't even make up anything my life is just filled with bad luck and stupid things and I make the silly decision which lead to being made redundant now am just a burden under my wife's care and support this happens all the time everywhere I wish I could just be normal but things are GETTING formal.

I never understood why I can't stick to one job as I have moved around in the past and jumped off the ship and now am falling into the pits of SHIT!! I just can't cope with not being a sustainable man and a supportive father for my step children or even a reliable husband for my wife's security and safety my life is wasting away am wasted and my future has been pasted so now the TIMEKEEPER has to regress and suppress this happening again cos I hate when I can't generate and income and we rely on the wife's income.

At least we still have one working and earning while I sit and wallow in self pity It's time for the wake up call G get off your knees and take the steps it's easy as 123 your just refusing to make yourself better and you laying down to the demons that have you held under it's like sedation your the creation and only you can flourish like the butterflies and the leaves look at the trees they never grew Huge over night this takes years of hard work and regeneration for them to grow to there towered sensation.

Your life balances on the scales and the times running low like the honour glass as that sand rushes to the other end we have to get you amended and sitting down and praying it will go away and trying to run away won't work this time it's time you paid for your actions and suffered the consequences of your stupidity now you family have no masculinity GET UP GET STRAIGHT GET FOCUSED AND START THE MOTIONS like the locomotive moving with the coal burning and churning use this every time to make the days brighter.

Your looking for the light instead of falling down to spite and critique your different and unique get the head focused get moving your not finished yet Use this motivation of your family and wife to get in touch with yo life I mean your almost 30 and U still stand by a knife GROW UP YOU FUCKING IDIOT buck up and stop FUCKING UP you have to supply and support your wife and family and as you do this you have to duplicate it's and continue to make it happen.

Instead of laying crashed out smashed out and tapped out never give up we are oy at the start this is what happens when you make the mistakes you made and mad stupid choices no persona to blame you made this happen in the like frame as we gave u control for 1 second and now you have lost everything no wonder I look for death daily Get Motivated and straighted as you ain't praying.