Holes in the boat, yet still out to sea I set for sail.
Well aware of the waves that impale, & what entails.
Not looking back, even though I've never failed to fail.
My will to live, is left ashore, lifes not enough, man over board.
My existance is on trial, & my resistance is futile.
Shiftless in this vessel that I’m renouncing.
Gimme justice & just dispose my having.
Just as, my life vest, that rests last left,
Canvas of cabinet, smashed back of raft.
A ocean of deceit, the current only flows down,
Just when the winds at my back, thunder begins to sound.
Vigorous waves crash & start to pound, taste the salt of the waters, my tears all around.
Irony sneers, with these self reflection metaphors that mirror.
Hurricane Mayday radio waves, the boat molders & is raptured down.
Defeat, shipwreck surround, drown. Debris the oceans gown.
With no effort to cling, I sink, to be never found.
Skeleton soon sea bottom bound.
A lake of pain, with no sign of save.
I'm at peace with my deceased, Decay i'm perfectly okay.
Blow out my last candle, mark off the day.
The sea swallows me, the light begins to fade.
No prayer, no peace with God is made.
With the Angel of symphony, I'm forever cocooned in misery.
Drifting, Descending & loosing taste.
Lowered into oblivion, like a casket into place.
Looming in the dark, shackled to shadows in this waste.
Don't matter, just biology matter in a drain.
Forfeit, AWOL, I saunter like a ghost that meanders through ship corridors.
Like the elgey soon through my corpse course through my veins.
Fade to black, decay. My soul settles into its grave.
All's gray in world change.
I gaze upon a horizon where judgment awaits.
Straight face, sailing through purgatorys bay.
An entity approachs me, & i have nothing to say.
“Life failed me with it's offering". Is all i relay.
Don't see thee reason to be, I fold my hand, empty seat, all is bleak.
So with my last exhale escaping between my teeth,
I speak no more, of my feelings beneath.
Crimedrama
