[Verse 1]
God, I’m screamin’ out — can You hear me now?
I’m in a war with myself and I’m losin' ground
Used to have faith, now it's slippin' quick
Drownin’ in guilt that I can’t forget
Yeah, I smile in the mirror, but it ain’t real
Buried too much just to try and heal
Thought I beat this once, but it came back
Sin in my veins like a heart attack
I been prayin', but it feel like silence
Dark thoughts got me movin' in violence
I’m tired — I’m worn — I’m breakin’
Patience gone, yeah my hands keep shakin’
And I know You’re good, but I’m not
And I know You’re love, but I rot
Can’t run from the things I did
So I scream to the sky with the pain I hid
[Hook]
God, I’m screamin’ out, I need Your hand on me
Feelin’ like I’m breakin’, can You stand by me?
I’m runnin’ outta patience, this pain don’t fade
Got sin in my soul I can’t escape
No, I can’t escape…
God, I need Your grace
Put Your hand on me…
Before I drift away
[Verse 2]
Look —
I ain’t tryna act tough, I’m weak
Got chains in my head I don’t speak
Got fear in my chest like a flood
And I fake it well, but I’m stuck in the mud
I know the truth, yeah, I know the light
But why I keep walkin' into the night?
Why I keep doin’ what I swore I’d stop?
Why I let shame be the only God?
I’m tired of the cycle, tired of the mask
Tired of questions I never ask
Tired of feelin’ like I’m never enough
Tired of runnin’ from unfailing love
God, if You there, then show up now
‘Cause I’m fallin’ hard and I’m breakin’ down
If You love the lost, then I qualify
But I need You to hold me or I won’t survive
[Hook]
God, I’m screamin’ out, I need Your hand on me
Feelin’ like I’m breakin’, can You stand by me?
I’m runnin’ outta patience, this pain don’t fade
Got sin in my soul I can’t escape
No, I can’t escape…
God, I need Your grace
Put Your hand on me…
Before I drift away
[Bridge]
I don’t need perfect…
I need presence
Not more rules…
I need redemption
Not fake peace…
I need protection
I need You, God…
Not just a mention
[Final Hook]
God, I’m screamin’ out, I need Your hand on me
I’m tired of the fight — will You stand with me?
I’m runnin’ outta patience, I’m barely holdin’ on
But if You’re here… maybe I’ll be strong
CJMollett
