Hand on me

God, I’m screamin’ out — can You hear me now?

I’m in a war with myself and I’m losin' ground

Used to have faith, now it's slippin' quick

Drownin’ in guilt that I can’t forget

Yeah, I smile in the mirror, but it ain’t real

Buried too much just to try and heal

Thought I beat this once, but it came back

Sin in my veins like a heart attack

I been prayin', but it feel like silence

Dark thoughts got me movin' in violence

I’m tired — I’m worn — I’m breakin’

Patience gone, yeah my hands keep shakin’

And I know You’re good, but I’m not

And I know You’re love, but I rot

Can’t run from the things I did

So I scream to the sky with the pain I hid

God, I’m screamin’ out, I need Your hand on me

Feelin’ like I’m breakin’, can You stand by me?

I’m runnin’ outta patience, this pain don’t fade

Got sin in my soul I can’t escape

No, I can’t escape…

God, I need Your grace

Put Your hand on me…

Before I drift away

Look —

I ain’t tryna act tough, I’m weak

Got chains in my head I don’t speak

Got fear in my chest like a flood

And I fake it well, but I’m stuck in the mud

I know the truth, yeah, I know the light

But why I keep walkin' into the night?

Why I keep doin’ what I swore I’d stop?

Why I let shame be the only God?

I’m tired of the cycle, tired of the mask

Tired of questions I never ask

Tired of feelin’ like I’m never enough

Tired of runnin’ from unfailing love

God, if You there, then show up now

‘Cause I’m fallin’ hard and I’m breakin’ down

If You love the lost, then I qualify

But I need You to hold me or I won’t survive

God, I’m screamin’ out, I need Your hand on me

Feelin’ like I’m breakin’, can You stand by me?

I’m runnin’ outta patience, this pain don’t fade

Got sin in my soul I can’t escape

No, I can’t escape…

God, I need Your grace

Put Your hand on me…

Before I drift away

I don’t need perfect…

I need presence

Not more rules…

I need redemption

Not fake peace…

I need protection

I need You, God…

Not just a mention

God, I’m screamin’ out, I need Your hand on me

I’m tired of the fight — will You stand with me?

I’m runnin’ outta patience, I’m barely holdin’ on

But if You’re here… maybe I’ll be strong