Smoke, drink, repeat,

Drinking was supposed to help me numb the pain,

But nothing ever works quite like I like it — insane.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night, same lane,

Tryna drown the voices that echo in my brain.

Mirror shows a face I barely recognize,

Bags under eyes, I’m running low on time.

People say, “Cheer up, man, enjoy the ride,”

But they don’t see the war that I’m fighting inside.

I’m caught in this cycle, can’t break the chain,

The highs don’t last, and the lows remain.

I’m reaching for light, but it’s out of frame,

Lost in the dark, whispering my name.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night,

Trying to find a way to make it right.

But the pain’s so heavy, can’t take the flight,

Drinking was supposed to help me numb the fight.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night,

Chasing shadows just to lose the light.

But nothing’s working, I’m losing sight,

In this endless battle, I’m losing the fight.

The bottle’s half empty, but it feels full,

Trying to fix a heart that’s broke and dull.

Every hit, every sip’s just another pull,

Dragging me down deeper in this black hole.

I write these words hoping someone will hear,

The silence I carry, the weight of my fear.

Fighting demons that won’t disappear,

Trying to breathe but the air’s never clear.

I’m caught in this cycle, can’t break the chain,

The highs don’t last, and the lows remain.

I’m reaching for light, but it’s out of frame,

Lost in the dark, whispering my name.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night,

Trying to find a way to make it right.

But the pain’s so heavy, can’t take the flight,

Drinking was supposed to help me numb the fight.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night,

Chasing shadows just to lose the light.

But nothing’s working, I’m losing sight,

In this endless battle, I’m losing the fight.

Maybe someday I’ll find my peace,

When the noise inside finally ceases.

Till then I’m stuck in this disease,

Smoke, drink, repeat, just tryna breathe.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night,

Trying to find a way to make it right.

But the pain’s so heavy, can’t take the flight,

Drinking was supposed to help me numb the fight.

Smoke, drink, repeat every night,

Chasing shadows just to lose the light.

But nothing’s working, I’m losing sight,

In this endless battle, I’m losing the fight.