Verse 1]
Yeah, I relapsed, fell right on my face
Scraped my knees through the haze, couldn’t keep the pace
Thought I left it in the past, guess the past won’t behave
Now I'm back in this cage, feeling trapped in my ways
Mirror cracked, all I see is shame in my eyes
Told myself lies just to buy a disguise
Smile like it’s fine, but I’m dying inside
Faith on the line while I’m trying to survive
[Pre-Chorus]
Voices in my head say, "You're just like before"
Knocked me to the floor, don’t wanna fight no more
But I swore I’d be better, now I’m worse than I’ve been
Lost again, God, can You let me in?
[Chorus]
God, can You hear me? 'Cause I’m screaming out
Tears in my voice but there’s fear in the sound
Built a wall around my heart, now I’m tearing it down
Can You meet me in the wreckage where I'm barely found?
God, can You hear me? ‘Cause I’m screaming out
I’m drowning in regret, tryna breathe somehow
If You’re still there in the dark, would You lead me out?
God, can You hear me? ‘Cause I’m screaming out
[Verse 2]
Used to preach hope, now I’m scared of my faith
Used to run from the pain, now I stare in its face
Tried to walk on water, now I sink with the weight
Of every bad choice that I wish I ain’t make
Back on my knees, same carpet, same tears
Same fears whisper lies I’ve believed for years
I broke free, but the chain’s still tight on my wrist
It’s like I’m free but I’m chained by the life I resist
[Pre-Chorus]
I pretend I’m okay, but I’m far from strong
Smile for the crowd, then I fall when they're gone
Heard Your voice in the silence, felt peace for a minute
Then I slipped and I'm right back in it
[Chorus]
God, can You hear me? 'Cause I’m screaming out
Tears in my voice but there’s fear in the sound
Built a wall around my heart, now I’m tearing it down
Can You meet me in the wreckage where I'm barely found?
God, can You hear me? ‘Cause I’m screaming out
I’m drowning in regret, tryna breathe somehow
If You’re still there in the dark, would You lead me out?
God, can You hear me? ‘Cause I’m screaming out
[Bridge]
Yeah, I walked away, said I’d never turn back
Now I’m staring at the road with the dirt on the path
Every scar’s got a story that the crowd don’t see
And every win don’t mean that I’m finally free
I’m a war zone quiet in a Sunday suit
I’m a prayer on fire that’s searching for truth
If grace is for the broken, then maybe I still qualify
Just tell me You’re close when I call and cry
[Final Chorus]
God, can You hear me? 'Cause I’m screaming out
Tears in my voice but there’s fear in the sound
Built a wall around my heart, now I’m tearing it down
Can You meet me in the wreckage where I'm barely found?
God, can You hear me? ‘Cause I’m screaming out
I’m drowning in regret, tryna breathe somehow
If You’re still there in the dark, would You lead me out?
God, can You hear me? ‘Cause I’m screaming out
[Outro]
Yeah, I relapsed…
But I’m reaching for Your hand through the relapse…
If You’re still near…
God, I’m screaming, can You hear?