[Verse 1]
I cry in the night, nobody knows
Tears hit the pillow, but I don’t let 'em show
Put on a face in the morning light
But deep in my soul, I’m losing the fight
People say, “Talk,” but they never listen
Try to explain and they treat it like fiction
They don’t see the war inside my head
Where hope is hangin’ by a thread
Yeah, smile’s fake, voice is cracked
Pain’s loud but I hold it back
Every breath feel like I’m drownin’
Every thought got me surrounded
I pray but the silence heavy
Feelin' like God's forgettin' me
Tryna hold on — I'm slippin’ slow
Can’t take much more, thought you should know
[Hook]
I cry in the night, nobody knows
But I'm fightin' inside, tryin' not to fold
I’m searchin’ for light in a world so cold
It’s a struggle, God — how much more can I hold?
I’m breakin’ — barely standin’ tall
I’m tryin’, but I feel so small
Yeah, I cry in the night, and nobody sees
But the war inside is killin' me
[Verse 2]
Look…
I been through storms that never pass
Hope feels fragile — like shattered glass
Yeah, they say “be strong,” say “don’t give in”
But they don’t live with this weight within
I fake peace just to keep ‘em calm
While my thoughts keep ringin' like a bomb
Don’t want pity — just need a break
Some days it’s more than my heart can take
I try to believe there’s purpose here
But faith feels distant, clouded by fear
Wish I could sleep without the pain
Wish I could feel sun through the rain
But I keep movin’, barely
Heart on my sleeve, scars worn daily
If You hear me, God — please say so
’Cause I’m not sure how far I can go
[Hook]
I cry in the night, nobody knows
But I'm fightin' inside, tryin' not to fold
I’m searchin’ for light in a world so cold
It’s a struggle, God — how much more can I hold?
I’m breakin’ — barely standin’ tall
I’m tryin’, but I feel so small
Yeah, I cry in the night, and nobody sees
But the war inside is killin' me
[Bridge]
I know I’m not the only one
But it feels like I am
If this is a test — I’m close to done
So God, just take my hand…
[Final Hook]
I cry in the night, nobody knows
Still fightin’ inside, won’t let go
Lookin’ for light in the dead of dark
Don’t let me lose what’s left of my heart
Yeah, I’m breakin’ — but still here
Even with pain, even with fear
I cry in the night…
But maybe, just maybe… You hear