(soft, slow piano… space between lines… let things breathe)
Babe…
I don’t feel good
I can feel the blood leaving my face
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I’m not doing ok
Tell me I need to get up
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My belly hurts
I need food…
I want shabu shabu
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I’m bored
and you’re not here
and I can’t get drunk
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I feel drained
I’m starting to bleed again
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I can’t breathe
I hate being pregnant
I just need it to get to the happy part
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I need a nap
I need a nap
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Can you get me a rice crispy
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I’m hungry
and I ate the whole burrito
I smelled tacos
I don’t know why
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Pregnancy sucks
when you had your mind set
on things you wanted to do
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I’m trying not to gain more than 30 pounds
Babe… I’m fat
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No it’s ok
I can’t be a fatty
Can’t get to fatty status as a prego
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My pants are tight
I’m stuffed in my uniform right now
I might need maternity pants
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I don’t want to work anymore
I can’t catch my breath
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I’m starting to get heartburn again
I need a sandwich
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I ate… so I’m happy
…for a second
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I’m getting hot flashes
I’m done being pregnant
…
So yeah…
I hate being pregnant
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I haven’t stopped bleeding
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Babe…
I’m depressed
this pregnancy is taking a lot out of me
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I want to be me again
I don’t want to be pregnant
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Then I feel guilty
because we’ve wanted this
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I haven’t stopped bleeding
so now I’m just scared
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I feel like shit
because I don’t want to do this anymore
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I feel horrible
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I’m a shitty person
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I don’t feel like talking on the phone babe
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I think I should go to the doctor
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Sorry
I have to pee every five minutes
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I need a hug
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I want to tear my hair out
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Come home
and nap with me
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Yeah… I’m kinda fading
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I’m dying
…
(long pause… piano almost gone)
…
I love you
