Lost In Me

[Pre-Intro] (They say that you gotta stop with the self-hatred.., (self-hatred) it can only get to your mentality and keep a hold on you..,) 
[Male Vocal]
They say that you gotta stop with the self-hatred!!.., it can only get to your mentality and keep a hold on you!!.., (yeah) like being captured in the cage with the Scoundrel one!, asking for the favor to end the lights cuz I know that he’s the one that will cash, thee price, maybe make it a paradise, (yeah, yeah) cuz it’s not alright that I can show to be nothing to me anymore!! Because I standalone now, everyone I know I bet they’re hurting cuz of me..waking up between the nights as I hear them getting ready to support another day for me.., and still trying to give me the advice of what could make me wanna..believe.., but my mind is not even what the devil can safe back to reality, it’s been in the prison I’ve created with him ever since I’m now lost in me…,

[Hook]
They say that you gotta stop with the self-hatred!!.., it can only get to your mentality and keep a hold on you!!.., like being captured in the cage with the Scoundrel one!, asking for the favor to end the lights cuz I know that he’s the one that will cash, thee price…,
They say that you gotta stop with the self-hatred!!.., it can only get to your mentality and keep a hold on you!!.., like being captured in the cage with the Scoundrel one!, asking for the favor to end the lights cuz I know that he’s the one that will cash, thee..price…,

[Male Vocal]
I’ve made mistakes I wanna take away, but I’m not sure how to shake off the guilt of shame..I replay everyday, every moment of my life now with the affliction of my existence.., I wanna pray but I’m not the one..but if I was to say anything, anything at all, it be to take care of my mom.., cuz I know it’s hurting her more then I could ever see.., I know it’s down in the dense of her heart and it’s making it bleed..trying to drain it out so that she not the complete fullest of herself, but she making it out being the hero she always wants and now is.., she’ll still be the one telling me to outbreak the cage with the Evil mind.., take back your seat..you have reasons to win the fight!, But nothing gonna change if you don’t take back control and be the one to strike!.., but even after all the talk and consideration I know, I know that she is right…, but firstt!!…,

[Hook]
They say that you gotta stop with the self-hatred!!.., it can only get to your mentality and keep a hold on you!!.., like being captured in the cage with the Scoundrel one!, asking for the favor to end the lights cuz I know that he’s the one that will cash, thee price…,
They say that you gotta stop with the self-hatred!!.., it can only get to your mentality and keep a hold on you!!.., like being captured in the cage with the Scoundrel one!, asking for the favor to end the lights cuz I know that he’s the one that will cash, thee..price…,
[Male Vocal Outro]
Cuz, I, don’t wanna..be the, one, who’s lost..in..me,

Emo rap, Alternative Trap, BPM: 120–140, dark ambient pad, simple melody guitar, punchy 808, clean hi-hats