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Sometimes I wish to find love

But I’m in a world of despair

made a promise to myself

Never fall in love again

Maybe one day someone will see the pain

Pretty eyes hide the pain

Can you see the scars the tears that I’ve cried

Blood lost to the cuts

Only ever taught self degradation

Force to keep my tears locked away

Hid myself in the dark

Girls I’ve been with only break my heart

Do I walk this dark path alone

Love lost to the dark

Men always looked past me

Only wanting a doll, a toy to use

Tears only fall in isolation

Only wanted to be seen and loved

Silent tears never heard

Pain was neglected

The struggle of being seen

Men see through me like ghost

Unwanted Presence

Alone in the dark trapped in my thoughts

Hoping for a love story

Yet I ceased my search for a fantasy

Alone and never on single mind

Pain never questioned just ignored

The spark dimming away

From the shadows they appear

With hello and a smile

Together we found love

Unseen to seen, from unwanted to wanted

Only need each other

Soulmates found

Never letting go

Eternal love for you and me