Flsmas

I be by myself most nights, but you can’t see the signs

never gonna live it like

but I’m down to ride, sitting by the table lights

I can’t sleep at night, times are moving on

been in the wrong sleeping spot

Winning by myself it’s like,

I never leave the top, gasping for my air

But they’re all staring at me

getting hit and moving forward thats the problem throw it at them make it mathematic 2 4 6 8 that’s an option but over dramatic

You never gonna see the top if you ain’t want it

Only gonna make them drop it for the wallet

Till you count em like they hundreds then don’t want em Mr all they want me

never got me say the money gonna stop it

going up in yeah my pockets as I live and watch it increase in profit

moving up, no need to stay I’m stacking up them pieces give it a weigh it’s getting heavy

In them minutes while I’m saving and I’m blazing i can do it while im faded I’m speeding threw my old ways no one gonna change me

Everyone hate me I was never suppose to stay

Our connections, our painless nights

They've change, holding me down

feeling some type of way

Respect is out in flames

I can’t even focus anymore

My mind be feeling all the different directions to the affections

it’s a blessing

I can do this while I’m stressing

All these times and now you confessing

It’s a pointless move leaving all your messing

searching for my grooms

feels so different drifting apart

Im still trying to mend this heart

I’m torn apart on different paths

We fell Inlove and now we’re past

I take that for myself I can’t no help on bringing things

on things you need I been the feen I can not see were enemies

I’ve been the fool there ain’t no remedies

I’ve seen the needle can’t not be them

Heartbreaking funeral

Settling down and seating them like Im the preacher settling in

Letting go, moving on and finding love again

I sleep on in

like everything’s going okay just need my pen

I need a friend

I cant help my pain alone I feel I went insane

I feel I’m gone

I feel amazed on which is wrong my darkness comes above and I can not hold

Ive lost it, called control

I’m drowning in emotions, never felt it

Feeling hopeless

I'm searching for my light you can not hide

I'm searching for my love that ain’t gonna suicide

I’m walking all these paths alone

I’m down to ride

Abandoning all my nights there gone

Im feeling nice you changed my life

I don’t need no love deep in ice