I be by myself most nights, but you can’t see the signs never gonna live it like but I’m down to ride, sitting by the table lights I can’t sleep at night, times are moving on been in the wrong sleeping spot Winning by myself it’s like, I never leave the top, gasping for my air But they’re all staring at me getting hit and moving forward thats the problem throw it at them make it mathematic 2 4 6 8 that’s an option but over dramatic You never gonna see the top if you ain’t want it Only gonna make them drop it for the wallet Till you count em like they hundreds then don’t want em Mr all they want me never got me say the money gonna stop it going up in yeah my pockets as I live and watch it increase in profit moving up, no need to stay I’m stacking up them pieces give it a weigh it’s getting heavy In them minutes while I’m saving and I’m blazing i can do it while im faded I’m speeding threw my old ways no one gonna change me Everyone hate me I was never suppose to stay Our connections, our painless nights They've change, holding me down feeling some type of way Respect is out in flames I can’t even focus anymore My mind be feeling all the different directions to the affections it’s a blessing I can do this while I’m stressing All these times and now you confessing It’s a pointless move leaving all your messing searching for my grooms feels so different drifting apart Im still trying to mend this heart I’m torn apart on different paths We fell Inlove and now we’re past I take that for myself I can’t no help on bringing things on things you need I been the feen I can not see were enemies I’ve been the fool there ain’t no remedies I’ve seen the needle can’t not be them Heartbreaking funeral Settling down and seating them like Im the preacher settling in Letting go, moving on and finding love again I sleep on in like everything’s going okay just need my pen I need a friend I cant help my pain alone I feel I went insane I feel I’m gone I feel amazed on which is wrong my darkness comes above and I can not hold Ive lost it, called control I’m drowning in emotions, never felt it Feeling hopeless I'm searching for my light you can not hide I'm searching for my love that ain’t gonna suicide I’m walking all these paths alone I’m down to ride Abandoning all my nights there gone Im feeling nice you changed my life I don’t need no love deep in ice

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