Dumb Boy

I was just a dumb boy!… who was never taught from..right…or…wrong!, I never had the parents,…to teach,..me,…to..be strong..,

At such a young age, thinking already I’m brought to my knees!.., as living with my nans, I thought was the true tragic…, to be in!, as I thought she was only hating me to get even, with my mom and with my dad.., my brother was there to make it even easier, as he was the favorite to her, but I just wanted to live life! as any other kid does!, just wishing to be loved, but didn’t know what.., it.., was.., treated so harshly…from loved ones…can keep you in hollow of hope to now that’s all you're ever known for, asking for forgiveness..not understanding why, but I don’t wanna throw my nans under a bridge..cuz I know she did love me it’s just hard to see it as a young boy or through the things she did to me for her own reasons, or maybe my…own…causes…

I was just a dumb boy!…(I was just a dumb boy) (who was never taught) who was never taught from right or wrong!, I never had the parents,(parents)…to teach,..me,…to..be strong..,(teach me to be strong)

I was just a dumb boy!…(I was just a dumb boy) (who was never taught) who was never taught from right or wrong!, I never had the parents,(parents)…to teach,..me,…to..be strong..,(teach me to be strong)

I grew up just to become, not the best version of me… didn’t know how to be a man.. instead learned how to be a player.. playing every hand I could get, but saying I’m yours, don’t you worry I’m not the same as the others, knowing damn well I didn’t wanna be hurt so why would I do it to any other, now knowing how badly I’ve fucked up, has made me love no one, not even myself, cuz Ive been so corrupted that I never knew my own spark, just created something dark in my heart, and I don’t expect any help, cuz I did it to myself I just gotta do it on my own.. which is why I’m so bad at it!.. I don’t mean to be this way that I am, I just wish Id give me a second chance cuz,

I was just a dumb boy!…(I was just a dumb boy) (who was never taught) who was never taught from right or wrong!, I never had the parents,(parents)…to teach,..me,…to..be strong..,(teach me to be strong)

I was just a dumb boy!…(I was just a dumb boy) (who was never taught) who was never taught from right or wrong!, I never had the parents,(parents)…to teach,..me,…to..be strong..,(teach me to be strong)

Who was never taught from right or wrong…